Monday, December 7, 2009

disaster


Seriously...... what is my problem.... today i wore red Christmas jammies, ALL DAY. The really sad part is that it wasn't because i was getting into the "holiday spirit" i just haven't changed my clothes in 24 hours. I stink. My hair is a tragedy. My church eyeliner is creeping down my face. I ate crackers for breakfast. Cora made her own lunch, she's 3 1/2. I am a complete pathetic mess. I don't even have any crazy pills to take the edge off, if someone makes a tapping sound too loudly they get the look of death. I even tried listening to "soundscapes"(that new age station on my tv), it just made me zone out and do even less than nothing.... this is the first winter in a few years w/ out medication, i am not sure how i feel about that. I would take a picture of myself for a laugh but most of you know i am entirely too vain for that kind of comedy.... sigh.....

My girls made my face out of flowers this summer....
i am sure "that" me smells better than "this" me....

6 comments:

mom2jjk said...

I wish my arms could reach you so I could give you a huge hug! My heart can reach you so here is a heart warming hug from Oregon! Love YOU!!

Scott, Tina, Spencer and Morgan said...

if it makes you feel any better there are many days that spencer and i don't get out of our pjs

Sophia said...

Im sure you don't stink that bad!! I love you Selina and I love when you post...In fact I am going to call you now.

Suzette said...

I love how REAL you are, and always have been. If it makes you feel any better, I wasn't feeling well this morning, turned the cartoons on for the kids at 7:30 am and slept til 9:00 am. Brenna (22 months) came in and all she can say was "food." We all have our days, tomorrow may be better! You know what helps me? Calling my mom or a friend that "gets" me. Or, getting away in the evening for some much needed "me" time.

Syd said...

Yeah, I smelled pretty bad last night myself. Today I just have cramps. Fun times. I miss you and our wake-ups. I was snoozin again today. Sorry I didn't call u back. I'll call u tomorrow about the pics.

Erin said...

Bring your stinky self over to my house and make Christmas candy with me! :) And about the showering thing - if you knew how long ago this hair got washed you wouldn't feel so bad. :) Seriously, I'm making caramels and toffee and maybe even gingerbread this week. Do you want to come over on Friday morning? This will be a fun thing to do together to break the monotony of the gloomy weather.