Monday, December 7, 2009

disaster


Seriously...... what is my problem.... today i wore red Christmas jammies, ALL DAY. The really sad part is that it wasn't because i was getting into the "holiday spirit" i just haven't changed my clothes in 24 hours. I stink. My hair is a tragedy. My church eyeliner is creeping down my face. I ate crackers for breakfast. Cora made her own lunch, she's 3 1/2. I am a complete pathetic mess. I don't even have any crazy pills to take the edge off, if someone makes a tapping sound too loudly they get the look of death. I even tried listening to "soundscapes"(that new age station on my tv), it just made me zone out and do even less than nothing.... this is the first winter in a few years w/ out medication, i am not sure how i feel about that. I would take a picture of myself for a laugh but most of you know i am entirely too vain for that kind of comedy.... sigh.....

My girls made my face out of flowers this summer....
i am sure "that" me smells better than "this" me....